→ May 2012 "Best way to not get your heart broken, is to pretend you don’t have one." — Charlie Sheen (via have—not)

(via have--not)

→ May 2012 "A library is a hospital for the mind." — Author Unkown (via theskeletonofme)

(via preciouspowers)

→ May 2012 "I close my eyes and I let my body shut itself down and I let my mind wander. It wanders to a familiar place. A place I don’t talk about or acknowledge exists. A place where there is only me. A place that I hate. I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone with my Family, alone with my friends, alone in a Room full of People. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror. I don’t want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming… More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn’t alone." — James Frey, A Million Little Pieces (via decembrist)

→ May 2012 "The conscious self of this wandering invalid, who from time to time keeps trying to exhibit his shadow, which he himself spat on long ago; this self on crutches, limping along; this virtual, impossible self which nevertheless is part of reality. None like him ever felt his weakness, yet his weakness is the most important weakness of all mankind. To be destroyed, not to exist." —

Antonin Artaud

You live, you die. What has free will got to do with it all? It seems you kill yourself the way you have a dream. This is no moral question we are asking:

IS SUICIDE A SOLUTION?

(via thewildernessunderground)

→ May 2012 "But I didn’t understand then. That I could hurt somebody so badly she would never recover. That a person can, just by living, damage another human being beyond repair." — Haruki Murakami  (via acraeus)

→ Apr 2012 "There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don’t you just enjoy it? I don’t know!" — Kurt Cobain suicide note (via tacoblocko69)

(Source: am-i-still-a-panda, via artistsuffer)

→ Apr 2012 "I have wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life. This ridiculous weakness is perhaps one of our most melancholy propensities; for is there anything more stupid than to be eager to go on carrying a burden which one would gladly throw away, to loathe one’s very being and yet to hold fast, to fondle the snake that devours us until it has eaten our hearts away?" — Voltaire (via slekes)

→ Apr 2012 "If you think anyone is sane you just don’t know enough about them." — Christopher Moore (via kingsrow)

(via acraeus)

→ Mar 2012 "I wasn’t actually in love, but I felt a sort of tender curiosity." — F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby (via atomology)

(Source: vanished, via egosolus)

→ Mar 2012 "How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart, you begin to understand, there is no going back? There are some things that time cannot mend. Some hurts that go too deep.. that have taken hold." — J.R.R. Tolkien (via venebelle)

(via acraeus)